It seems this is a month for bullshit, if you'll excuse my french.

Then again, perhaps I am merely frustrated with the current events of the world; both as a whole and those within the same city I live in. At this point in time, though I would absolutely adore the ability to just end the issues with a wave of my hand, I should turn my attention from that which I cannot change and instead focus on gaining a second job that will actually grant me the hours I need in order to make ends meet. 6 hours a week is certainly not cutting it and I am quite annoyed by the lack of working hours.

It's mildly frustrating when you stare up at the ceiling at night with too many anxieties and thoughts within one's mind and wonder if praying is truly going to help. If so, I do wish for God to please answer at least one of the prayers.

Even if the job thing isn't answered, if things could go back to how they were before the end of July/beginning of August, I would be much... happier, I think. Or at least more content than what little bit of said contentment I have left.

Perhaps God will make another deal with me; it certainly seemed to kind of work last time. Yes, He is kind of getting the better end of the bargain but, I'm willing to sacrifice more for something that seems so simple these days.

In other, more unusual news, I've somehow become rather addicted to tea. Not just any tea, but Sweet Tea. Currently drinking some as we speak and it's quite tasty. Brisk also has a wonderful brand of it and our local grocery chain also had a very fantastic brand of raspberry sweet tea that I quite liked as well. No idea when I started getting addicted to tea but, it's good enough for me.

Though, something tells me I'll likely be making cocoa sometime soon.